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May 29th, 2029
04:24 pm
50% Friends
Comment before adding please,
Name and details of how I know you.
Sorry I have horrible memory!
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September 30th, 2012
03:50 am
Considering ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6) juvenilejunkies and I aren't dead by 2012, we're going on a cool picnic with red wine and like a real nice picnic basket and cheeses and grown up shit :)
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November 30th, 2011
02:00 am
I love watching rom/coms.
But I hate watching them alone.
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November 10th, 2011
05:02 pm - Thoughts
I know they say that love comes knocking when you least expect it,
And you'll never find love when you're looking for it, but..
I always say that no one should be in a relationship to make themselves "whole" as they would like to claim. I still believe it. But sometimes, being strong, and being independent, it gets lonely.
I want something real. But then again, doesn't everybody? People always say they're just fooling around, having their fun, but aren't they just hoping for something good to happen? What's the point of having things that mean nothing? They clutter and collect dust, make a mess in your head and then you feel lost in your mess and you sweep it under your rug then you have a giant tall mountain and what the hell do you do with it then? Records, numbers, all of these we could do without. So don't waste your heart, don't give away your love, until you know. But to know, you'd have to have gone through it before, And if you've gone through it before, wouldn't you always look back and wish you could have that again?
On a completely unrelated point,
I'd like to think of our brain as a shelf with no backing. We display what is important to us, look at it from time to time, and admire what it is, be it a memory in the form of a picture, an experience in the form of a sculpture, knowledge as a form of a tool. Then when these knowledge and memories are no longer relevant to our lives, we push them further back into the shelf, and we put up our new collectables. Sometimes, we see a certain memory peeking from behind, and we take it out to reminisce then we place it back up. And we think about it for awhile coz it's there in front of us, a refreshed memory, but it slides back again, as you see more things and store more items.
Then there are times in life where we're in a shitty dark place, and everything we store tends to be junk, maybe even jinxed. These items pile up so much and we feel lost coz nothing means anything to us. And when something good does happen, we take it for granted coz we're unable to see the shine behind the grime covering the object. What do we do then? How do we find the energy to clean everything up and think positively?
Then there are some things which are permanently framed up, and nailed on the wall. These are memories, people, you'd never forget. These are things that you think about so often, you never let the picture frame get dirty. That's really unhealthy don't you think? It's like OCD, and you're so fixated on something. At the same time, the other person in that picture with you, their picture might just be behind in the darkness of their shelves collecting dust and yellowed over time. So we should know when to let go, when holding on to old memories just hinder us. So maybe we should take those photos off the wall and pack up.
I don't know.
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November 5th, 2011
02:32 am
Now home is feeling a little less warm, time is passing a little slower. I spend my time wishing you were here, and I miss you everyday.
7 more months till you come home.
Happy 22nd Xin Rui <3
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